I've found myself again, in more ways than one. I came here following another's blog, only to re- connect. I wanted to share, but also to keep my anonmity.

I've found it is really all about the pretty. We live our private lives while shining our facade.
I'm going through a divorce right now. We're cohabitating while we sell the house. It's amicable, though he's had a ten year emotional relationship with her before deciding she's the one now that her divorce is final. I have good days and I have bad days, sometimes all rolled up into one.

It gives me comfort to share, to have a place of respite. To numb and ease my mind.